i feel stupid...

i feel really stupid...
for missing u... messing around with a messy feeling

i'm feeling like a fool...
for crossing my own border line, alone
standing in between
putting my self in an empty box

willing for something undeserved
wishing for something that i'm not suppose

i am stupid
for letting my self in to it
looking too deep in to that pretty eyes
even for thinking of it
day dreaming... night whispering...

i know it is a very short moment of life
one dot of a long line
small number of days
days that will be gone and passed

but i feel something i can't deny
and it's too pretty to lie
to one gorgeous i admire

i want to cry till my tears wont come
shout till my throat runs dry

i'm just too stupid to realize
how it is like a slap in a face
in real bright light
before my very eyes...

i feel really stupid
for falling for u...

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